One more Day in the life of!!

I'm Writing this at 1am on a monday morning. Why would someone be up at this time...???



How many people do you know that could count people they call true friends on 1 hand??

How many people do you know dont interact with other people because they feel different???

Well this is something over the past year/year and a half I feel like whats happening...
my mum is terminally ill... when my friends found out they stopped called stopped coming around... I dont blame them when we first found out all my mum seemed to talk about was dying...

So my life has been computers its very rare that I actually leave the house now unless I have too... sure shopping and other things... I started a learn direct cource cos I thought if I can get out of the house it would be good.

Well the mind wonders watching Ally Mcbeal wouldnt it be great to live in a world like Ally. Not having to worry about anything but doing it anyway... Something that was said in one of the episodes I watched.." Woman are insecure if they are not married by the age of 30" Why???? Life is full of things were you spend time with people but when it comes down to it... unless you share that with someone what is it worth?

I dont really know what im talking about im tired I might post something funny on my facebook page later to cheeer me up...

But think..
Why are we here...??